I do have a telephone voice which I use. I get told it’s very sexy. But I didn’t need it today.
When I answered the call I heard a ladies voice say hello. I automatically assumed she had the wrong number. I apologised then went to put the phone down. I could hear her saying no its you I want to speak to. I don’t do girl on girl calls I told her. It was then she lost her rag. Will you just stop talking and listen to me. Er ok!
My husband calls this number she said. She was crying I think. Her voice was shaky. Oh ok I said. (I’m not going to be an arse with her.) So how can I help you I asked. Why would my husband ring you? she said. Do you know what this number is? Not really she responded…
Oh right well now I feel like a right dick having to tell her. Its a sex/chat line…….silence…….its a what! why would he call here? what do you mean sex line? …. I talk to men about sex and fantasy. (as this point I was expecting her to start calling me a whore or something, she didn’t) Is it to get them off? do you meet them? I could hear anger in her voice. No I don’t meet them. Its just over the phone. Most of the callers just want a chat if Im honest. but id say 80% of them wank to get off as well. So its phone sex? she asked. Well yes. Its just a service……A service!! Im disgusted with him (Im not offended) he rings you for phone sex, behind my back. Lies to my face! I thought he was having a fucking affair! but instead hes ringing some random woman on a sex line to get his thrills. I absolutely fuming. Im so angry with him, how dare he! (I let her rant as it wasn’t really aimed at me) Do you know him she asked…..she gave me his name and told me a bit about him. I said no I didn’t (even if I did I wouldn’t have said) What’s your name she asked. So I told her, well my online name that is.
I don’t know what to do she said. She was clearly upset. (I didn’t want to make that worse) I wasn’t expecting this. In some ways I am glad your not having an affair with him. But in other ways he’s still cheating. I feel betrayed….I didn’t know what the fuck to say! so I just said this….. What I do isn’t real. Its just a job. I think you should speak to him about why he feels the need to call this line. Maybe you can sort this out. If you wanted to ring me back you can. If not that’s fine to. But I am going to put the phone down now and let you get on with it.
Its not my problem to deal with. I don’t have a right to get involved. Its the first time this has ever happened. I knew one day it might. I felt really nervous for some reason. But at the same time sorry for her. I always view what I do as a bit of fun. But I guess its not for partners if it upsets them. Its not made me think I need to stop doing it or anything. My sons needs come first. But it has made me think maybe its not as fun and carefree as Id lead myself to believe.