My cash cow is a man who I have spoken to since day one. He is a professional guy, funny, naughty and a very tall gent who I actually get on well with as a person. We seem to be very similar.If I had met him in a bar I would be attracted to him.
But as is my rule Id never date or fuck anyone from work.
He is the only client who knows my name. (told him by accident) When we play on camera I actually play. He calls/cams for about 3-4 hours a wk. So I spend quite a lot of time with him. In the past on one occasion he suggested meeting up and maybe becoming fuck buddies. I tried to be diplomatic about the whole thing and let him down gently without ruining a pretty good thing I have going with him. He backed off but didn’t call as much for a few wks. I think maybe his pride was hurt or he thought I was taking the piss out of him for money. (which in a way I am) I provide a service he pays for so it’s also just a transaction. But I guess he got over it and we got back to normal relations.
Yesterday he suggested meeting again but for a date, not fucking an actual date.. I told him I can’t as I don’t do dating, I tried to tell him accept this for what it is. He was really trying to convince me. He told me I could go at my pace etc. That is nice of him but I dont think he was listening to what I was saying. I don’t want to risk losing him. But mixing business and pleasure can’t be a good idea! I cant date/fuck him, then expect him to pay for cams and calls. The alternative is to charge him for dating/sex, and keep it all business. But, I dont want to go down that road. Or I could stop all business contact. Then think if I would consider anything outside of my work? (but I really know that is not what i want to do) But what I do know if I say no he will probably disappear. Cash cow gone!
I am a professional flirt, and although I am not a great writer, put me in a room with a few people and I will charm the pants off them. Iv done it so well I think maybe he thinks its more. I have been drawn into it as he is actually someone in real life Id consider dating. But i made a choice to not date. I just don’t have the time. And whats worse I just can’t be bothered to make the effort. Iv not dated in a long time! and you cant tell! hehe now I’m stuck in my ways. I have had fuck buddies, but that’s it. Just sex. So now I am in a position of what the fuck to do?
I think I have lost my cash cow! gutted!