Doing what I do for a living has its perks. I get to flirt and have a bit of fun. Quiet often the caller is what I would consider attractive man (well those I see on cam that is) I try to be as open-minded and accommodating as possible. I am not here to judge or have an opinion. I am here to fulfill an urge of sexual desire whilst engaging in a fantasy world. Within that fantasy world I am a mere appendage, not the star of the show so to speak. This caller is. If we move on to cams that doesn’t change.
In terms of moving to cams, I tend to really only do it with people I have chatted to for a while where I have built an understanding with them. I want them to come back again and again, so I don’t have to keep learning about people. I want to know about them so I can have longer calls (for me) and more effective and attentive calls (for the caller). I try to make them think I care and I am interested in them. To some extent I am. But for my own selfish needs. I can be very charming, I find out about their personal lives, relationships, work etc. But that is all for me, not them. People often think I am quiet posh and clever (I know I am not a great writer, bloody dyslexia!) But I can talk about most things on any level. I am like a social chameleon.
The problem with me being like that is that men buy into me! they think its real. They feel like we have a connection, whereby they think about me outside of the calls. When they are at work. When they are wanking or even fucking their wives (not that all are married) I often get asked for my personal details, dates etc. I have to be so diplomatic about saying no. Even if it means leading some guys on with the hope being i may on day agree (when I know full well I will never meet them). Leave them begging for more so to speak.
I often get the same similar reasons as to why they want me, they are as follows:
- Their wife or girlfriends sex life/drive isn’t want they want.
- You’re my dream girl
- I can’t believe how much we get along, I am so shocked to find a girl like you on a sex line (a girl like me? what the fuck does that mean?)
- I can be myself with you, and I know you feel the same (er no I don’t) but its easy for me to let you think that.
- I like the trill of cheating, I bet you do to?
Life as a sex line girl is fun. I enjoy it. It is definitely a confidence boost to have the above happening. But In the real world it is all a bit of fun….But luckily for me it pays my bills, helps me work part-time, which enables me to be a good mum etc So If that means I have to lead a guy on to be able to live that life, so be it.